mizuwizu

http://holygrail.cozycot.com/

this the link to the event. its still on till tomorrow so u can go check it out if ur free :) 

first japanese song i ever sang ? lol

life that is. its a constant string of drama all year round. There are alot of people that walk in and out of our lives. such as thy loved ones,friends family, the people u adore, the people u hate, the people who's faces u wanna smack and possibly the people you envy. and of course, there are these select group of people i deem "the yappers".

YES... Simply cause they 'Yap'  WWWWWWAAAAAAAAAYY to much for anyones liking ... (or possibly to little for your liking since sometimes you tend to yap along with them... that kind i like :D... lol ) There are those who yap directly to u about thier lives and ambitions etc etc... blah blah blah ... and of course there are those who just yap for simpathy and hopefully by doing so, they wish to achieve atleast some level of self glorification.( yes i simpathise with them alright) How they might achieve that? I have nothing shy of the slightest clue.

But in anycase ... it bothers me. I dunno y but people like that just tend to get under my skin ... D: ... i mean do u really need the world to know about how fantastic u are at ___________ ( insert random activity) to be accepted ? or do u need to put yourself down publically just so that people will take and show u pockets of attention just so that you can feel better ? 

I might be insensitive about this . But thats my view.

It makes me feel sad to know that not many people view esteem as an important aspect of a person's life.And it makes me feel worse to know that people with poor esteem don't do much to make things any better for themselves.

I used to have a very bad sense of self image... i still do actually ... but i am trying really hard to break away from that. This post is probably a refelction of how i feel on the inside.

what i'm trying to say is that...  i wish people would love themselves more instead of forcing their insecurities on others.... be it face to face ... or on the internet....

As you can see... i really don't give a darn anymore ... about anything or anyone ... REALLY ! Good bye all you self centered  abominable snow brained tarts! ... i honestly have washed my hands clean of your stupidity.

i feel just like that woman in the video ...

my salute to Micheal Jackson... Thank you for being a huge influence to me. i DARE say, you inspired me to venture into the music world .


i love you MJ !

RIP

lol ... sitting in the office hoping time would pass sooner ...

its a cold day today ... my toes are frozen (even with shoes on)

its funny how the world seems to revolve around certain people ( or at least they think the world revolves around them :p)

So many people keep throwing their weight around . But its all just plain ol' boring opinions. So what if u think in a certain way ? it doesn't  mean that the other party has to agree with u.

i learnt that slowly after meeting so many people and of course ... talking and screaming at people. Sometimes ur opinions are there for u to protect ur self and of course maybe to protect your pride and hopefully , to stand up for ur own rights.

i think having opinions are important. But throwing them at ppl and expecting them to agree is unacceptable.

oh hardy ha ha


wonder what happen to those words of wisdom when u were brainlessly fighting with me ?


made some sense nao? 


kthnxbye

Hello lovelies!

i figured it would be alot easier if i post up the schedule here. Then we dun have to go through the frustration of meeting up at where and when etc...


Tuesday 23/06/09 - Ngee Ann Poly ( Lirin) 6.30 pm

Wednesday 24/06/09 - Marine Terrace ( suki/Banana) 7 pm

Thursday 25/06/09 - Singapore Poly (All) 6.30 pm

Friday 26/06/09 - Singapore poly (All) 6.30 pm

Sunday 28/06/09 - TBC ( All) 3pm

I'm Breaking the group up cause its easier to manage and easier location wise ...

:) 

let me know if u girls are ok with it ok ? 

Love u all <3

mizu~ 

XD

Haru haru....
sigh...

My Dear MizuWizu

You need to:
Stop Being Disorriented
Stop Clogging your brain with mindless banter
Stop Clogging up your schedule
Stop Leaving the house late cause of nonsense that has nothing to do with u ( for example, your brother's dirty dishes)
Stop Spending money taking taxis to work in the morning. The CBD is not  a friendly place for ur wallet.

Love,

Me

i should start some real estate business for spiders or something ... my blog has collected cobwebs in the presence of my absence.... - -'''

lets just dump some photos shall we?



snake!!! @ sentosa... lol the trainer looks like a pretty good candidate for a dental ad  :x
yeah i went beaching about  2 week back ... made pastry :) and Lirin made some awsome pasta THANKIES GIRL *big smiles*

on to other events, Had dinner at Charcoal the other night ( Support TAMA. Her works there :D) With Zean and Lirin

I didn't take many pictures cause i was busy eating ...so all i can offer u is ...well... my face  :D



bwahahahahahah ... ok CHEEZIE!

i only managed to take pictures of the dessert and the appitizer D: ... ( what ever happen to main course and soup)



there we go... lol the appitizer  not even mine lol... thats what  zean had... i was busy gobbling some salad ...

ok closing photos





joy~ :) 

death  ... heart breaking ...

its gonna be difficult to post entries on LJ now ... since i dun have a decent computer to use ... so i'll put up videos i guess... songs from other ppl that will describe my feelings ... LOL

ok ... introducing Miley Cyrus

if i could pour it all out in writing i would... sadly god has only gifted me thus far with penning down my thoughts in bland text . How easy it would be for me to vent my discomfort the way a path finding lyricist would.

If i could write a song to describe the turmoil my heart is in, I believe it would be a song about love ... not so much lost love ... but love being complicated... and of course, Love being oh so difficult to comprehend.

Maybe i'm just this young little thing who just doesn't know what to do with her emotional garbage. Or maybe i'm just this person who thought she was loving someone... maybe i have no freaking clue what love really is...

if only i could write music ...

lol... its damn nice movie about friendship... u guys should go watch it ... :) 
i think there is a part 2 to that movie... damn amusing ... and its darn sweet :) 

I have my own sisterhood tooo ... lets just say it the "sisterhood of the traveling galfriends XD"

In other news ...

nah ... no news ah ... cept that i went shopping the other day and i bought a dress and a belt ... :) quite happy caused i spent less than $40
no pictures though ... very lazy to post up. I wonder how ppl can put in so much effort to post pictures ... i tried doing that for sometime... but now i am just super lazy. The rest of the days are spent playing DS and watching TV ( yes i am jobless yet again ... lol) 

Bestie fafi is coming back from krabi today ( see thats what i ment by sisterhood of the traveling galfriends ...LOL)
I'm kindda worried now cause she didn't leave me her flight details and she is virtually uncontactable at this point ...T_T

hope she comes home safe.

Pearly will be back for hols soon too :) ...

once again ... we will reunite and have dinner ... then its back to ppl flying all over the place again :P